My 2009 wasn't a very good year for me. I dunno, it's just that it's boring and not progressive. Lots of BV's.Oh yeah, talk about Bad Vibes.Issues.Never ending rumors and a homewrecker that did messed up with me through out the year.

Now I'm excited for what 2010 awaits me.Good vibes only please.Will be devoted to self-indulgence and pleasure by next year. And will share it to those who are around me.Oh yeah, talk about FUN!!!Will have lots of it for sure. Goodbye tears..HAPPINESSSSS! ;)

We're not together, but happier US.

OH YEAH. IT'S OFFICIAL, I MEAN THE BREAK UP. LAST OCTober 16.A DAY BEFORE OUR 27TH MONTHSARY. Ugly truth: WE'RE OKAY(oh super) during that time before that sh*t crap came up. (am talking about the issue, not the girl, or no particular person.) and oh, talk about total depression after. But i realized something, that i wanna save my sanity. :)

honestly, it's still him who helped me out. To accept the fact that no matter what we do, there will be no more happy ending for us because of what he did. Our against all odds relationship is really over.

My heart's status: torn into pieces but still beating.

It haven't spread out yet. I think only few are aware of what happened, but eventually it'll be an issue. BIG ISSUE FOR SURE.

Am not defendng him or whatever, but we broke up for some months and he met her. I am aware of it. He told me about it. Accidentally we talked again, realized that we wanna start over again, he left the girl and got back together. But after 2months, there.....

Oh whatever! Better stop this 'coz no matter how good this explanation is, people will still criticize, others will always be biased especially to those who hates me.all i know is there is a happier us now. Friends. And will always gonna have a space for each other's heart.

Another lazy day. Just stayed home the whole day 'coz of the weather.(MY God, am always using the weather as an excuse for me to be lazy on a day that i don't feel like doing anything. Haha!).Day Dreaming. Thinking.

The question that keeps bugging me today is why is my LOVELIFE so complicated?! =P yeah funny but did really thinked about it the whole day.I'm trying to think of a solution for it to be not complicated anymore. But I guess, no matter what I do, it'll always be as it is.COMPLICATED.

Others are telling me that LOVE s not complicated.Only the stuffs that get along the way are making it complicated.I agree wth that! Haha. Well if love is as easy as ABC, it'll be not worth fighting for right?

oh no! am really not feeling well since yesterday. did changed my whole plan for 3days just because i'm PMS-ing. and now, i just have to lie down under my sheets and have some rest. anyways, here's a GAGA DEFINITION of PMS. haha! Thanks to my sources. This is really funny!

**PMS**

A woman's excuse for acting like a bitch, but an insult when accusing them for having it. During these times where they become Ultra Bitch, they will: consume random things and people, eyes will turn blood red, mouths will foam, talons will grow, show their hatred for man, and wreak havoc for the sake of 'they can' because it is considered an excuse. Women will scream, growl, snarl, bark and possibly devour you whole, and say "sorry I have PMS" afterwards.

CAUTION: Stay away from all women with PMS, if you hear a growl... run. Run as far as you can.
guy: "Hey wassup?"
girl: *ROOOOOAAAR*
guy: "Oh God! She's infected!"
girl: *chases boy and eats him whole*
guy: *dead*
girl: "I'm f*^%ing sorry I have PMS"

FAST FACT:
Boys do have their own version PMS-ing thing. It's called JEDI-ing. LOL. :))

BOREDOM.

A severe disease infecting millions of people all over the world is which they constantly exhibit certain behaviours like lack of movement, construction of various pointless structures, doodling, talking about pointless things.

There is no known cure, though the symptoms do seem to fade when victim is introduced to something time consuming or slightly entertaining, such as television or counting nails in a wall.

Though is it a very severe and wide-spread epidemic, it is not fatal, though attempts to get rid of the disease have known to be fatal at times.

TIRING/STRESSFUL DAY. And then I've waited for the autobus for 25mins. BOREDOM strikes while waiting so I took some pictures on the Fermata(Bus Stop) where I am waiting.



I did have to go to the other part of the street just to take these shots. Haha! Sorry for the not-so-good-phone-pixel.

and while taking these shots, I saw the autobus arriving but wait...


I did take a picture of this first then ran at the fermata. haha! Buti nalang nakahabol pa ako. :)

BER month is ON. :) starting tomorrow. not so excited for the holiday season. will be spending my holidays here in Rome again. miss Pinas much much. *sad* wanna be with %$*! again.

Super busy. No internet connection for two weeks now at home and you know what, it really sucks. Well anyways, i did get a chance to watch all the teleserye that the TFC do have. And i loved it. Mostly The Wedding, Tayong Dalawa and Katorse.(hahaha:p)

Funny how these Teleserye captures the heart of every Filipino especially here abroad. Yung tipong kelangan mo umuwi ng maaga after work just because you can't miss an episode of the teleserye that you're following. And it serves as a conversation starter para sa mga pinoy na nagkakasabay sa bus na di magkakilala. Or you can use it as an excuse to call a friend na nakatampuhan mo to ask what happen on that particular episode because you missed it dahil nagover-time ka sa work. Admit it or not, teleseryes are now part of every Filipino's life.

TOXIC.hahaha:D I'm usually hearing that word on my 3cousins(nursing students) who still have to finish tons of requirements. Well alright, i'm TOXIC. is that right? haha.. i don't know how to use the term.(yeah obviously 'coz i'm not a nursing student.) alright, i gotta sleep. haven't slept well since last week. promise i'll be updating this blog SOON. :)) how soon? still don't know. LOL. :)) have a sweet one. :P

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